Just a mixing bowl
Easily replaced
An ordinary thing
Made venerable
By association,
Not even that
Just the knowing
How cross/ sad you’d be
At the breakage.
So absolute
In a moment
Whole then not.
Like you
Big bits and sudden shards.
Another hold on my
Mother gone.
Not that your baking was legendary
Not even this one but
An ordinary Pyrex
I used to get my fingers
Sticky in icing or batter.
But this is the bowl I have-
Had – until laid out in bits on a concrete floor
And it’s just another jolt.
It doesn’t matter
But seeing it there every day
On the shelf
Half round perfection
brought pleasure
brought you
Into my mind’s gaze.
I’m sorry you’re gone
I hope it was ok
We miss you.